i am about to have a mental breakdown determining the best way for me to get downtown. i want to go to the library. i don't want to pay for parking. the bus makes sense, unless i'm planning on going to the y because workout gear + laptop and work stuff is too much to carry. also i don't know the route to the y. i could walk, and that could be my exercise for the day, but then i'll have to take everything out of my workout backpack. also, i'll have to change because i simply can't wear my skinny jeans with track shoes, and i can't walk the distance in my moon boots. i could drive and park really far down in the residential area, which would give me fresh air and the y.

fuck. i think i'm going to eat something.