no fun
last night was not very fun for a while but then i decided to make it fun and it all the sudden it turned into a fun night. i went outdoors to catch a little bit of the night air. i was feeling really anxious and such from a long day of nothing, so for the first time ever in a long time (a yearish) i put on a pair of tennis shoes, and went for a run. usually i run barefoot, i love the different feelings under my feet. i stopped off at the hockey rink just because it looked like it was open. there wasn't really anything special in there, but i also couldnt make to the basement and such, there were just too many people. so i left.
and i ran.
until i got to the building that begs me to go inside, the military science/various athletics building. all doors were locked.
i ran more.
right down to scene metrospace. i fortunately got there right as a shit show was ending, and i caught peter (he runs the place) while he wasnt busy. we chatted about the noise fest, and he gave me some positive answers. too many people in spot meant i left right away and i walked around east lansing for a little bit. it started raining a little bit. so i started to head back.
i ran a little more.
and i spotted another building that looked fun. another big fitness building. i walked around the building and eventually found an open door. i wanted to try to make it up towards the roof but no luck. it was all locked up, i'll try again tomorrow. i went down to the basement to have a look around. it was dirty, and the ceiling was a maze of pipes. most of the doors were locked but there were a few interesting rooms.
the first room was a rowing room, with the big pools of water and pretend boat in the center. the room was pretty trashy and it didnt look like anyone used it. it was mostly filled with sporting equipment. i didnt stay long because it was super dark and i was getting nervous being by myself.
walked some more halls heading towards, what i guessed by the sounds, the mechanical room. as usual they were all locked up with asbestos warnings on the doors. there was one door that had a slightly loose screen on the bottom portion, so i pulled it loose and climbed through. another storage room. mostly old wrecked trampolines and boxes of tennis balls and a few deflated basketballs. then there was this incredibly loud machine that shook violently and scared the shit out of. so i took off.
and i ran home to listen to cattle decapitation's homovore, allen ginsberg's songs of innocence and experience, and my trouble books cds.
on different note... as brandon and i were heading out to his car after the quinn and tuites show last saturday, there was this guy kicking the shit out of a car that this little girl was sitting in. he was screaming and making quite the ruckus. i ran back inside use the restroom, and this guy was standing by the entrance.
girl - "jimmy! whats wrong...?"
jimmy (in a rage): "i smashed the fuck out of every panel on my car and i will fuck any car here, she better come back..."
all i could think of was how pissed he is going to be when he wakes up in the morning.
then i headed back to meet brandon and this girl is walking with two guys and she flashes me and the two guys stare at me like they the shit, and i laughed.